Goodbye Red Devil and Cytoxan and hello to Taxol? Well, the Dr. says it may not be as bad as the first rounds were, but then handed me an information sheet with all of the side affects and lets just say,, it doesn't sound good! I can handle it though, I really can.
Today, the port was accessed with the greatest of ease and then the Euchre ensued! Laurie and I partnered up and Margaret and Debi were partners. Laurie and I "2" and Margaret and Debi "0"! It was big fun and I forgot I was even getting chemo. I did miss The Price Is Right, but don't worry, I taped it!
We went to Panera afterward and I had a bowl of broccoli cheddar soup. Yummy!I am now home and ready for a nap. Getting sleepy but trying to fight it. I had trouble sleeping yesterday and I don't want to get turned around.
I am sitting here thinking, how am I going to do these next four rounds of chemo? I am scared as they have different side affects and one of them, is, well, I won;t say; but it is scary to say the least. It is still all a big nightmare, right? I can't be going through this, not me.. I know your not supposed to say that because what you're really saying is why not someone else instead of me; but that isn't what I mean at all. I treat everyday like a blessing, I really do. I don't sweat the small stuff and I live my the saying,"Everything happens for a reason", I just haven't figured this one out yet.
Oh, ya, I almost forgot; I was telling my Dr. about the 2 bike rides I did this week and she wasn't happy with me at all. She was concerned that the heat was going to get to me. I tried to reassure her and then she asked if I had my helmet on. Any guesses with all of my hotflashes what the anwser was? Well, that didn't go as well as I had hoped.
God bless,
Kathy
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